&far far away.

YAY

2008-12-13T09:37:00.002+08:00

(reply to all tags), I'M BACK!

Lol thanks for keeping this dead place alive while i was away! Millions of photos of the trip and grad dinner will be uploaded soon!

Tag Replies

2008-11-13T09:50:00.003+08:00

Since olevels are FINALLY over, i shall do my job by replying all the tags. Lol.

Hari: Hey yes i still remember you! Wonder how you found my blog. Lol. Anw thanks for your wishes. And and and i'm wondering, did you win that competition we went to?! Me and Dhu didnt :x

Fangzxzz: HEY FUCKER, long time no talk! And no problem okay! Anytime! Haha and me no 6 pts, you get 3 pts first! And i update alr lah girl. No need to see that Gay's face anymore. And sorry i can't go ATC. Even though i terribly want to go, i can't. FAREWELL NIGHT :(

Christabel: WA you scare me to bits and you love those moments. Evil! Haha thanks and yeah hope to see you soon too, in SJ!

RX: LOL yes man VEGGIES ROCK! But i am not going to listen to any of them and i'm going to sit where i want to sit. Lol. Lets make ourselves drunk with coke and not burp :x

FAIZAH: YO DEY, long time no see da. Wonder how are you and the butcher's son. I still cannot stop laughing when i see our Dragon Brothers' Production video of the terribly embarrassing moments of you, LOL. And sorry nv tell you lah. We go in the middle of Olevels then dowan disturb you ma! and okay im terribly sad that i can't go ATC too :( but bo pian, i'll fly back asap and the dragons will have manymany outings okay! AND YES I'LL GET YOU NICE STUFF BACK :D

Okay thts all. I dont think i'll be updating till Dec 13th, thts the day i'm coming back. But i'll update with hell lots of pictures of Grad dinner and my India trip. Till then, BYE!

From RX

2008-11-09T00:54:00.002+08:00

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD
Lol, Niranjana, Jana, Bean

THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE
I can't explain such chim stuff at 1am :(

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
COCKROACHES, INSECTS TT CAN BITE, INSECTS THT CAN FLY

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
Eat, Sleep, Do something sensible for the day

THREE THINGS THAT YOU ARE WEARING NOW
Tee, shorts, my nose lol

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS
Llama song, spongebobsquarepants and mamaemo

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE, IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER:
I am tall
I am tall
I am short

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
Currently to think of my freedom after olevels, sleep, online

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOWWORK!
Go and sleep, sleep for many hours, then sleep again

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED
Banker, Doctor, Businesswoman

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
ITALY, ITALY, ITALY

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
LOL, the three things i wanna do before i die...

(though ss is over, all of you can infer tt im extremely sleepy now)
thts all i can do rx, sleep is overpowering meeeeeeee -(, i'm sorry, will continue with this soon

Obama Won!

2008-11-05T21:44:00.004+08:00

Hohoho suddenly felt like blogging so there i am right now! (so Fang, you don't need to see Zahin's gay face anymore. Lol.) And can i please reply to tags some other time? I'm extremely tired. But thanks for the wishes guys!

Hey yesterday was the American Election Results day and guess what(i know all of you know the results already but this is for the people who were sleeping for the past few days), OBAMA WON! YAYYYYY!

First time in history, a black is the President of USA! And some more interesting stuff about this election,

1) American astronauts voted from space! Hey tht's damn cool.
2) There's this village in Japan called Obama and the 100 families living there happily cheered "OBAMA! OBAMA!" when he won! Tht's very cute. Lol.

And i seriously think Obama and Lewis Hamiliton look similar. OH Lweis Hamilton won the F1!Hey these look-alikes are achieving victory

Hoho. Olevels is like gonna be over soon. 3 more paper 1s left. I don't intend to talk about any papers but i'm just hoping everything will end up fine. It's time to enjoy after the last 3 papers.

Studying for olevels was an extremely unforgettable experience -.- Some important things happened.

I was studying at night and i opened up my room windows and this moth came in and scared me. I ran out and shouted for rescue and my mother caught it and overturned a cup on it. Then it was stuck inside the cup for about 2 days then it died. I did not intend to kill it. Lol but then i kept on having dreams as though moths were attacking me and stuff, so i decided to do a public apology to all moths.

Dey, i'm sorry for killing you da. Lol.
I know i know i'm an evil vegetarian.

Tedddy introduced Lomography to me and i find it seriously damn cool, and we decided to get a Holga after we have enough money (after our trips). Yay! Though i really want it before my trip so that i can take extremely chio pictures, i'm running under financial difficulties so forget it. Unless you people out there wanna buy it for me, i'm totally fine with it. Lol. jk.

Example of a lomo pic:

Huaaaa chio. The cameras have effects to make a normal bore into a extragavant chio scene. Lol.

And i'm leaving for my India Trip (school one) on 14th Nov! And i'll extend my trip till 12th Dec so till then i dont think i'll be blogging. But i'll come back with truck loads of clothes and pictures. Hohohoho

And one of the places we're going to is this! This is Mysore Palace. Indeed a giant palace man. Imagine living there. Wa. IMAGINE THE TOILET IS AT THE END OF THE PALACE AND YOUR ROOM IS AT THE OTHER END. Lol. Though impossible, that'll be horrible. And you have to spend half your income to pay for all the maids you hire to clean this place. Okay HDBs rock.

And we're going to manymanymany temples and also 2 schools! Hope we have time to shop.

Ooooooooooooooooh 3 more papers. Oooooooooooooooooooooh 13th Nov. Ooooooooh! I went shopping ystd with Dhu and Yam and Dhu&I bought our long-awaited love. GLADIATORS! Yay.

Going to have some major reforms in my life damn soon. So i cant wait. Lol. DEYBRO i can't wait to talk to you da!

I'm back

2008-09-20T21:29:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAHIN!

I know it's been hells and heavens since i talked to you dragon, but hope you're doing fine. Happy birthday once again! Hope you had a happyhappyhappy day and may you grow up soon. Lol, stay as gay as ever okay, that's your only identity. <3!

Sia Prelims just ended and we're slowly getting back all of our results. So far so good. I'm neither happy nor sad about the results, don't ask me why. I feel super numb. Lol.

4weeks to olevels, and 8 weeks to the end of it. I look forward to the 8 weeks like others. Hohoho. So many plans! I can't wait! 13th Nov's the end of Olvs & Grad night. 15th Nov will be the India trip with all the other Swiss tamil students. Then i'll be back on 12th Dec. Then endless going out till results arrive in early Jan. JC will start on Feb 2. Okay time's gonna fly as usual. Hope everything ends up fine.

Oooooh before all those can happen, i need to finish my olevels first. I'm taking a break for now before i start my full gear. No more time guys, jia you & work hard!

It's really scary when you get to hear certain things. But it makes you value your life even more. Gosh i appreciate my life with all my heart right now. To think of the horrible possibilities that can occur, we're all very blessed to be over here now. I won't complain anymore. Lol. & Neither will i disturb you anymore. Work hard, buddy!

Mug hard and best of luck for the Olevels guys! Till then, i'm on hiatus!

Dragon Family!

2008-09-03T18:05:00.006+08:00

Sometimes people say things like "once you guys stop seeing each other, you all will break off lah"

May be true for others, but not for us okay my dear Dragons! I don't care who say what, we're still united. And we'll whack our exams hard by working together. I know it's been hells and heavens since we had a reunion, but we'll have one soon, in about 7 weeks. Hang on tight and do well guys. We no need to call or talk or meet up to remind one another of our love. I know this is damn gay but it's alright, I LOVE YOU GUYS MORE THAN ANYTHING OKAY! <3

[It's all of our embarrassing pictures, so NO COMPLAINTS!]

Goodness

2008-08-29T12:03:00.008+08:00

Goodness gracious.

1) Forgive me for using such a gay blogskin because i did this in a huge hurry.

2) Forgive me for breaking my hiatus, i couldn't help it, my blog was so barren.

3) Prelims are killing me, so i'll carry on with my hiatus till the cursed olevels are over (don't believe me).

I can't wait for 13 november.

Okay finally back to blogging. I missed you, blog. Lol. My life's this dead thing now. Freaking monotonous. I guess that can't changed till November the 13th.

I know im repeating the bloody date 13th November a lot but it's not anything related to your birthday, Nurmatha. It's the day of my last Olevel paper. While every other student gets to end their torture on 12th November, we Biology students dread till 13th November. Biology Paper 1's on 13th November. Graduation Dinner's on 13th November. Heh heh heh heh heh

Lol. Okay i've like millions of plans after Olevels, but i don't think i'm going to do my Olevels well if i'm gonna slack away. Time to get serious (i've been saying this since Feb). I need a personal coach to frighten me of the worst possible results i can get if i continue wasting my time like that. Oh man.

Prelims have started. And i just flopped my EngP1 and SS. I do not wish to see the results. But i have no choice. I hope at least that will scare me enough so that i can work harder for Olevels.

& As usual, i've received my HMT Prelim marks way before my School's Prelims even started. I didn't expect to do well and i didn't get the marks i expected either, lol. Didn't manage to fully complete my HMT P1, and P2 was this confused piece of junk. But managed to strive through and all of our rewards were A1s. Lol. I got 80/100.

Okay let's put aside examination crap for now. Now we're having the so-called September Holidays but i don't see anyone having a holiday. All of us are supposed to study throughout cos it's like in the middle of our Prelims. Oh 13th November... lol

Oh yes, i forgot the entire purpose of my post!

I actually came online to post a picture of my dear plant. I've not named it yet (lol), but it's like 2 weeks old. I'm seeing it grow from a pathetic looking miniature seed and now it's like 6cm tall. Aww i feel like a mother lol. It's a hybrid of Daisy and it'll flower in 2 months so i can't wait.

Ahh. Okay i know it doesnt look that attractive and i know my pot is like extremely dirty-looking but it's alright. I handle my plant with great care. And i'm watering it without fail every morning. Once it flowers i shall take millions of pictures of my success.

News Update: Peiyi's my Daddy.
I'm her Mother. She's a Cockroach and i'm a Gay Lizard. My Mother is Usain
Bolt/Our Neighbour Dinosaur. Alexandra's my Uncle, Chrisll is my Aunty, Kenny
Boy is my Grandma and Guang is my Grandpa. All of us have a big head and little
arms. We drink Slum Lady seasoned with Sodium everyday, and we call the
ambulance. Do not ask me why.

Some insiders jokes:

I have a big head and little arms! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fmiV2AaIeE0

Sodium + Water: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4v8hSkcRQuk&feature=related

Highly hilarious!

Okay i think i'm off to watch television. Strive on everybody!

Till November 13!

2008-06-22T22:14:00.001+08:00

ON HIATUS!
(lets see how long this lasts -.-)

I'll never left this go

2008-06-19T12:04:00.007+08:00

Oh gosh recently i have been planning to study but wasting my time on the computer. Lol. Everytime i use, i refuse to get up -.- But yesterday was extremely funny though. We were gathering Faizah's most embarrassing pictures and Dhurga made a video out of it. Lol. Freaking funny.

And eh i better start doing something meaningful. Lol. Holiday's are gonna come to an end, and i cannot imagine myself pulling out all my remaining hair during term 3. HMT's gonna burn off all my time again :s

Aaaannndddd i mass downloaded 54 songs yesterday and it feels good. Finally new songs to listen lol.

LOL my mother was sweeping the floor just now and she found a bird's feather and she started panicking that there's a bird in my house. LOL

Oh yes, Zahin, and Faizah, i have no intention to change your pictures on the left hand column. Lol. Complain all you want!

Oooooooooooooooh i want a DF outing. Anyway, i just realised that i have many responsibilities that i've forgotten about. /:

For SJAB members:

Hmmmmmm. I MISS SWISS SJAB! I'm hearing many many things lately and it's making me worried. Not only me, but all of us. I was talking to Fang that day and was left in great shock. I was talking to Zahin yesterday and was left in even more shock. Lol. I don't know where all of these might lead to, but none of us want our dear Swiss Sj to collapse right? It's all of our hardwork. Last time our hardwork, now its your hardwork. It's all of your effort in bits and pieces that makes up the whole corps of Swiss SJAB. Even if one person is not putting in his or her best, the puzzle won't be complete.

The thing is that, regardless of whether there's conflicts and misunderstandings, you guys still have to upkeep the passion to strive to the best. I know its hard at times. But even when you seriously put in much effort, and nobody recognises it, it's the passion that drives you through. We sec 4s have repeated this many times, but we repeat it so many times because it's what we seriously feel. Even when we step down, we cannot stop thinking about you guys and SJAB. Trust me, everytime we strike a conversation it's about SJAB.

I'm not saying this to only one person, but i'm telling this to all from sec 1 - 3, cos sooner or later each and every one of you are gonna face some problems like what's going on now. As a senior we can feel what the sec 3s are feeling, and having faced the situation before, we can also feel how the sec 2s are feeling. I hope there was a good compromise during the previous training.

But now since it all seems to be cleared, at least from now on lets all work hard, at least as much as we all can. Sec 2s and 1s, listen to your seniors, who are there for you guys during trainings. Your seniors who come down, come down because they care for you guys and because they wanna play a part to build up Swiss SJ. Imagine a scenario where no seniors come down. Then juniors cannot get a guide. Sooner or later we'll just have to close down the CCA. We all need each other. And all of us do mean good for you guys at the end of the day. Though we may give punishments, it's cos we want you guys to improve. I think you guys understand this part already. Even though misunderstandings strike, don't lose directions from your main goal which is to get better. I think it's when misunderstandings strike, you guys get a reality check and perform even better, right? Strive hard and work for the best with your seniors okay (:

And for the sec 3s, continue to work hard with your juniors, pushing yourself and your juniors forward. Whenever you guys face problems, or situations where you put in effort and never get recognised for it, don't lose hope. At least someone will know your efforts, and the person will appreciate you guys for it. Appreciation, and recognition doesn't matter beyond an extent okay, it's the memories that lasts throughout your life. I don't want you guys to think back and say that you could have done more, when you guys step down. Do whatever you can now, but i mean do the right things arh, and leave no regrets later. Nobody can put in their best effort all the time, but at least put in your heartfelt effort, that'd be more than enough. (:

Mr Wong always used to tell us that we're all gatekeepers, trying to keep the bad things out of our SJAB. And also that Swiss SJAB is a hugeee puzzle of manymany tiny pieces. Even when one's missing, we can never be complete. It may be simple examples but they still mean a lot. The simple key to success, is everyone working together, hand in hand, supporting and pushing each other forward. The sec 4s want you all to feel the unconditional happiness of getting a CAA gold too!

SO WORRKK HARDDDDD

cos WE'RE GOLD!

Cuckoo = Kuku

2008-06-16T22:25:00.008+08:00

Yays i'm back with my tiny font to kill your eyes! >:) Changed blogskin. Did it really fast so couldn't really find a nice one. This is simple enough though :) Oh yes, Dear DFs, mind me for putting your most embarrassing pictures (i think) at the left column. HEH HEH HEH!

Lol. Actually i have nothing to blog about. Recent days are spent in extreme boredom and torture of PHYSICS. I decided to do notes and i'm now at chapter 11 (after like 3 days). So yeah stopped doing and took a day off today. Ahhh finally it feels like holidays. More like a guilty holiday. Never really started on any revision. I think Term 3's gonna be a great marathon for me.

Okay studies apart, june holidays has been a great time for me to think about life! And future of course. Finally decided on a rough draft, along with dhurga. Yay we have a lot of plans tgt! :D Travelling, our boutique, Vasantham Star, house, & holiday jobs! Seriously too many plans after olevels, that we forgot that we have to do olevels first -.- Awww mannnn. I hope term 3 & 4 FLIES past that olevels are over in a jiffy!

Okay left with a few days of holidays. Time to get some good sleep and rest and i better start doing something meaningful soon. Btw my blog is seriously DEAD x.x

Photos!

2008-06-14T20:30:00.012+08:00

Okay it's been quite long since i blogged. I'm very lazy to type, but i'll try my best to crap. But there'll be hell loads of pictures though.

Okay recently i've been sleeping and slacking and going out alot! Not to mention spending all my money x.x But the times i'm at home are fun too! I made milo ice-pops!

When you use this..

and add milo..

you get this! Lol.

and they're happily freezing on top of my pratas.

Very disgusting looking but tasted great okay.

This devise is cool lah, they got straw to drink the icepop tht melts into the bowl like thingy below the pop. O:

then.. my mother got jealous of my success rate and made mango milkshake pops for my whole family!

Yeah, tht was mine!

Okay enough of these pops. Finally had tamil debate recording! And i think i mentioned that before, but these are the pathetic 2 pics we took. No time to take pics inside the recording itself ):

Dhu & Me!

Okay now food. Tht time dragon brothers were at mac (finally!) and scared many people off. And there was this onion ring where i couldnt bite off the onion but bit off the flour part. (insider's joke) Stubborn onion struggle.

Stubborn onion! A huge ring indeeeeeed!

Then we went to Alif's to soothe Pei Yi's prata crave. The milo dino there damn huge!

Okay finally, me, dhurga and her mother went to Arab Street & Bugis today! Hoho had a very fun trip! :D Shopped at bugis and im feeling very happy! Okay okay now on no more gg out! Parents grounded me ):

I bought sth to eat and got this as some sorta sidekick and it wasnt even spicy

Quite a crap post eh. Hoho.

My heart yearns those tales to come to reality.

2008-06-06T22:47:00.012+08:00

Yay, yesterday Me, Qamarina, Shermain, Faizah, Dhurga and FangYu went down to the Sec 1 camp! Dhurga and Qamarina left early while us four stayed back to help during the nightingale. Had lots of fun lah!

Morning we went down and had breakfast there. Mr Wong gave us his personal PT to me, Fang, Shermain and Qama. -.- Lol then we were trailing Zahin around until his father fetched him home. Get well soon gay! His father is as cute as him lah! Wave byebye. Hahaha. Then Faizah and Dhurga arrived.

Then we got our NEW ZONE TEE! Freaking big lah, me, shermain and Faizah ordered XL. And it's like a night gown. If we tucked out, it covered our fbts. =.= But it's orange and its nice! Yay finally we're no longer blueians. And we no longer have only 1 zone tee, we have three! :D

Aaaaafter that, Fang, Dhurga and Qamarina started watching movie while Faizah, me and Shermain started walking around, helping the sec 3s. Lol then we got bored so we went out to buy maggi for ourselves and some tidbits for the sec 3s. Came back and i cooked for Shermain and Faizah! Yay then we ate maggi. Had lots of fun cooking, and burning the plastic forks and spoons lol. Faizah was constantly bullied by us. :D

Then Fang joined us three and we helped in the initiative test! Lol we went to every station and created havoc, and purposely walked past the sec ones, forcing them to greet us :x. Then out of boredom we went out of sch to get some food again. Ate ice-cream and bought back some bread. (Faizah treat) Then joined the camp awhile for community songs (bullied Faizah again). Dhurga and Qamarina left at that time. Then we had a very serious talk about post-secondary life lol.

After tht we joined them for footdrill. After that was Dinner, and then nightingale! Before that we had a nice talk with the sec ones. Hohoho reminded them about the camp code of conduct and everything. But for sec ones, being only half a year in sj, i think they've improved alot, and we're really happy about it! :D Can see a few potentials, whom the sec 4s see ourselves through. It's a great satisfaction tht after us, there are still some people just like us to take care of sj. (: Don't worry guys, we'll come down to help !

Before nightingale, we were playing with Alvin's laser. Omg lah can point till so far. From sch we could point to the goodview garden blks! Then we were pointing at those houses where we could see people at the window. And the greatest fuck is that one guy started to point back to us! LOL damn funny.

And Mr Wong brought us on a nightwalk through the scary routes of the school (to scare us). In the middle, Shermain was too scared and she put her arms around my shoulder and i seriously freaked out. LOL. Manymanymany funny things happened in this camp!

After thtttt we helped out for the first group in the nightingale. Seriously wished we could stay for the whole camp lah, but parents didn't allow )': Then bid farewell to everyone and left. Officers, sec 3s and dear sec 1s. Everyone said thank you and made our hearts melt, hahaha. Strive on guys! And congrats for all the effort put into this camp! :D We were really happy to see the effort and the good results! Just remember to learn from your mistakes haha.

Awman it's seriously sad we couldn't stay over. Not allowed to. All of our parents. Man, when will they understand. ): I don't care sia, ATC we're staying over. No matter WHAT. AND IM GOING OTC. IT'S FIXED. I DONT CAREEEEE. ALL OF US SHALL PERSUADE OUR PARENTS! but before that, olevels first. :]

Hoho had a great time with those idiots lah! Laughed and laughed and laughed, after so long ! :D Wait till N/Olevels are over, we'll enjoy like fuck!

Anw, coming tuesday we have this FOC laser quest organised by Mr Wong, YAYS :D

Misery loves company.

2008-06-05T21:02:00.010+08:00

Oooooohh finally i forced myself to blog! Feels good. Heh. Okay, i've stopped being adament on the reason on why i didn't want to blog earlier on. I can't force things to happen. Only if i let them loose, they'll happen. So i leave nature to take its course. In the meanwhile, i shall blog! Haha.

Okay, for the past two weeks we've been stuffed with loads of classes, homework and stress (plus flu). Okay lah, i'm quite proud to say that i've listened in most of these classes (finally!). & Mr Ravi's leaving and he gave his most fundamental byebye speech, and bid farewell with Toblerone. Oh gosh no more Mr Ravi to call my name during lesson! He suggested he'll record himself calling Jana and pass it to Mr Roland Ang so that he can play it whenever i talk. ): That's sad, we'll miss you a lot Mr Ravi! And oh, Mr Ang is someone full of emotions. O:

And my Tamil Debate mania ended yesterday. We had a recording in 96.8FM. No idea when's gonna be on air. But the recording was very very horrible. My sore throat worsen till now i lost my voice. I sound like a sexy man but i terribly miss my old sharp(, irritating) and squeeky voice. Hope i didn't sound like a man when the recording took place. O.O But we had loads of fun! Kept on laughing and laughing and laughing, lol.

Ahhhhhhhhh. I wanna go out somewhere with my Dragon Family! I miss them terribly. Okay guys, tomorrow's our reuninon! :D It's been ages since i saw Shermain, Zahin and Faizah. But i still see Dhurga and Qamarina alot. Haha. Nvrm, but i still miss all of you guys! It's been so long since we went to Alif and Mac! ): And i still remember the Mac Manager in Gombak was unhappy with our noise pollution. He should be relieved that we're gone now, after torturing him every Tuesday and Friday night. Lol. No worries guys, tomorrow his horror shall return!

Okay, this june holidays i HAVE to accomplish some things and i HAVE to make certain resolutions and i HAVE to stick to them. No buts. I think i'll start getting serious on Sunday, since tomorrow and Saturday i'm down for the Sec Ones Camp. S: 18 Days left for June Holidays to end! Ahhhhhhhhhh x.x

I'd rather waste my life pretending, than have to forget you for one whole minute.

Without you, even my shadow's out of my reach.

2008-05-26T20:35:00.015+08:00

Oh gosh today had Maths Olympiad trg with freaking idiotic questions, a headache, and endless session of laughter with Qamarina beside me. After that went for Tamil debate discussion. Finally caught up with my dearest Dhu! Oh man, had a great time (:

Theeeeeeeen went to Plaza with Yamuna. Looked around and bought a few stuffs then head back home. Then came online. Quite an unproductive day indeed. Never really did any work. I think my marathon shall start tmr.

Hmm. Good things come and go. So do bad things. When you didn't want me to regret, i did. When you want me to regret, i don't. Rest aside, wish you lots of luck on it. Bless you. Last long. Don't end up like me, can alr. Just hope tht you know my enthusiasm isn't sarcasm and i hope your actions aren't revenge. Okay tht's it. I'm gonna say every shit feeling i'm feeling right now. I don't care who reads this (many people wont i guess, heh). But this is how i reaaaallllly feel. Oh mannnnn. Okay it all started in late Jan. The whole whole whole story! This ~~asshole~~ guy called Kumaran walks past my class almost everyday, cos he and his classmates go to the DNT block for lessons. Initially i was just wondering who he was, cos i've never really seen him before. Then got to know more about him. People started to say tht i like him, end up i really start to like him -.-. Wtf right? Okay seriously, don't ask me why. Till now i have no fucking idea about it either. It's just something that just rose up suddenly. No idea how. No idea why. No idea how you got into me. No idea how i even realised that you're the one. No idea why i didn't let you go, thinking it's all just an infactuation. In fact, i've gone past that stage already. Though i'm still Gahgah over you, the original gah-ing period of puppy love seems to be gone. Anyway back to my story. Yeah, i started to know more about you. Suddenly found the need to talk to you. The more i learnt about you, the more my heart didn't get enough. Till now i still turn back immediately when i hear someone talking about you. On valentines day i gave you a card. Anonymous, but you knew who it was (too obvious to be anonymous lah). I don't know who transmitted the message over to your friends-gang that i like you, but till now they're having trucks of fun teasing me and you. And yea, you were irritated in the beginning cos this news spread like a wildfire. And it spread in the wrong way, cos people started asking you whether you and i were together. And i still don't know who transmitted the message. I mean, only my friends knew and i know those people won't tell. Though it did cause you a lot of frustration, irritation and a lot of misery and confusion for me in the beginning, i'm still quite thankful about the whole issue or else you'd never know. And i'll suffer in silence more than i'm suffering right now. Then i said i won't disturb you in the card. And till now i don't think i've ever disturbed you. I've never approached you to force you to give me an answer - i've just humbly begged for one on the letter. I've never pestered you with any calls either. So if you think i'm still disturbing you, i'm terribly sorry. ANW again, lets divert back to the original story. Then i didn't really get any response for the letter. Then had mini minor times of great craze and happiness whenever i was around you LOL like the tamil festival and band serenade. Oh well, then time flew flew flew till your birthday. After rejecting guang's offer of passing you the present from me, you received it from me and shook my hand. Then you thanked me for it on a later date and shook my hand again. Lol. Damn cute. Though till now i don't have any response (and i dont know why you like to shake my hand. But its alright, i dont mind another handshake. Lol), and though i'm seriously feeling blank under this cold silence, it's not changing my attitude towards you in any manner. Yea, i do get emo over this a lot of times. Cos everytime your friends or my friends tease or even say a word i'm terribly scared that you'll get irritated. It's our big year, and i know you take this year as a very important one, thats why i'm so afraid to make a move, or even let my friends make a move. It's as though i know you so much, but the truth is, that's just the feeling. In reality, i don't know you much. I don't know what you're thinking at all (and there you go, that's my exact misery). I don't know when you're irritated with me and when you're not. And i seriously have no form of communication with you. Lol that isn't your fault, ~~and i think you'd be happy that we have no communication~~ but i'm seriously not happy about it (its obvious). And my major cause of being emo is the fact that i have no idea what you're thinking about. You accepted my present. Am i supposed to take as a humane act or an act to encourage my feelings? Do you even care about me? And the negativity in me is really crashing me down, making me think that you don't even give a fucking damn. Yea, that's hurting enough you know. Cos i feel so fucked up and unlucky not even being able to reach out to something i yearn to get so much. I've said this before, many many times. Just that it's in different words. It's not like the usual times Kumaran. People would have seen me like so many guys before. Gah gah over looks and etc etc etc. Even till now. But you're not any one of my infactuations. I'm sure. It's too long to be fake. Lol. Even if i one day eventually get over you, i'll still know it's not like my ordinary infactuations. I laugh back at my infactuations before, but trust me, i'll never laugh when i think back about you, if my feelings seriously end up as a failure. Alot of people think that i like you for fun (as usual) but this time it's seriously serious. And Don't you dare worry, i won't let go of you. At least not now. I don't find any reason to let you go. You may hold many flaws, but i do too. You may not be drop dead gorgeous, but i'm fugly too. There's just sth that holds me there. I can't find out what. But gladly, i'm over my emo self now. I don't find a reason to emo anymore. So what if you don't like me back? I mean this silence can't really indicate that. So i still have hope right? (say yes) And even if you don't like me back its alright. I can stay like this. I don't know what your silences means, but i presume its asking me to wait until olevels are over. So i will. If i've waited till this far, why not another 20 weeks? It's alright, i will (applause please, lol.). I'll never let you go, but i can't find the words to tell you! Hmm. it's alright. Lets see how this story ends up to be. And if by any miracle you're reading this now, you'll finally know how i feel (YES!). But don't worry, this whole chunk is hidden under so many layers that most ppl wont find it and bother to read a huge chunk like this. So erase your irritation that i published such a story to the whole wide world, nobody knows, don't worry. (: And anw, you idiot, my birthday's on 5th aug. Make sure i at least get a wish ): I've mentioned on everyth ive given you tht i only wanted you to smile cos of me; don't make me frown on my birthday ): Though i don't really have hope tht you'll read this, i'm doing this for my own satisfaction. Till then-
Cos if I let you go I will never know What my life would be Holding you close to me

Don't fall!

2008-05-25T16:30:00.007+08:00

Awwwwwww i just spent my weekend slacking =.= Okay okay time to get serious. I'm starting some of my June Holiday Resolutions tmr. Hope to see some changes and results after Holidays are over! Yay! But my first two weeks are taken up by classes so i think i'll pace down for now D:

And i think i'm gonna let my GSS mania go down to waste this year ): Got more important things to do. I shall splurge after olevels! Going into drastic saving up right nowwwwwww. So that once i'm done with the crap on 12th Nov, i can immediately seek freedom :D Yay thinking of it feels so great, i can't wait ^^

Oh man but wait there's olevels first. And some work has to be done! Huhuhu

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh okay i shall not be distracted off my plans! I shall put every single element of my fuck phase to one side first! Let nature take its course, since i can't really do much. Though deep down sth doesn't really feel right, i shall ignore that feeling. If it is to happen, it'll happen (credits to a loser; thanks idiot). Oooooooooooooooooooooooh blueeeeee.

Okay yay time to go clean up my study table!

False Hopes ):

2008-05-23T18:59:00.010+08:00

Today was a boring day -.- No concentration in class, since it's the last day of school. Ahhhh. But a few lessons did go on. The main thing (and horror) was the report book. Then we left home.

Oh man i seriously miss CCA like hell now. I was looking through all my pictures and realised 90% are taken during SJ. And i saw my sec2 squad today! Goodness. Really miss all those times!

Eee damn crap lah. I from high now become emo again. Sian. Sometimes what we expect doesn't come true. And at times, we think about somethings so much that we think that they are coming to reality, but what the fuck, they never did. Thinking and pondering and wondering about something doesn't bring it to life. I find the whole thing super dumb now, but sadly, i'm part of it. Can't escape. ._. Going through extreme confusion and the dread of yearning for somethings to happen when we held false hopes. Now going through emotional distress that none of it was true. =.=

It is worth the wait, i mean there will be a result (i hope). It's just a matter of it being a favourable one or not. That aside, my main problem(s) now: thinking too much (again, i hope i am), and i don't know how to make the next move. Cos waiting isn't gonna produce any result when no actions are made. AHHHHH ):
The one thing i want in my life is to make you smile. I thought i could. At least indirectly through your friends when im being teased. But today you made it clear to me. In a fraction of a second, you slapped me to reality. Maybe you were just considering me as a joke all these while. Maybe all those instances where i presumed were under your intention were just coincidences. Maybe there was no fuck ever present. Maybe whatever i've thought so far never even existed. Even if all these happened, it's still alright. I can't force you. I can't do any fuck. And i never really did any fuck to expect a reply from you. I know. But do you know what's the most fuckiest thing right now? I'm feeling like a crapshitfuckinglosermadidiotworthnothing cos i can't even get near to something i yearn to get so so so much. And it's not like the usual times i go through. It's been half a year okay. Longer than ever. Seriously, it's not the same. The more i wanna see you, the more you go away. The more i wanna talk to you, the lesser the chances i get. Irony. Fate. I'm dying. Someone show me a way, besides waiting. It isn't yielding me any results. And i don't think after this phase of waiting is over, i'll get any results. There must be something done ):
Just glanced through my previous blogposts. I want my optimistic, positive, apathetic self back. ):

Fuck Phase

2008-05-22T17:10:00.009+08:00

Wow okay i think my period of happiness is coming to an end. Going through the fuck phase of my life right now. Wish me truck loads of luck.

Intensive Mother Tongue Revision has finally come to an end - and there goes my crap times in AVA2 with Harilyn, Nurmatha, Amalina and Faizah. But we had a good time, right? Haha. Craps. Oooh and the yearbook obsession! Hohoho (:<

Hmm. I find this extremely unclear. I know i'm not supposed to even think about it. But it's just that it's so near yet so far! I don't deserve it at all. But why must things happen to build in the false hope that i do? I know, i didn't do enough to reach it. It's somehow or rather on purpose. But i do regret now. Though i did get more than what i deserved, this stupid heart didn't fail to expect beyond eh. Time change. People change. Things happen. People learn. And i hope that lesson will yield better results and build in true hope. It's just a matter of time to get over this and to look forward (i hope).

I was bloghopping and i found my dear friend's blog. Not intending to disclose who's it but she's someone whom has gone through much fuck phases lately. And when i read her blog now, i seriously have "heart-pain". When you build in so much trust in a person to an extent that you are not willing to even believe the flaws that the person holds, it really crashes you down to the core of the earth when you know they're not up to your trust. And at that moment, when you still hide all your tears and offer another chance, the person just flings you off and goes for another person. Freaking and fucking tragic. When you're worth so much, a worthless person just breaks you apart till you think that you're worthless too. Don't be sad dear, things will be okay soon. And we'll be there for you.

Gah. Confusion is one of the causes for my fuck phase right now. Yes yes yes i know, i should be waiting, but impatience is getting the fucking hell out of me. How long am i gonna run and hide like today? Ahhhh Jana you freaking crapshit madass! Courage, confidence and patience, PATIENCE, PATIENCE, PATIENCE, PATIENCE!

Oh mannnnnnn please let optimism get hold of me and give me the strength to withstand my own crap T.T

REGRETS!

2008-05-18T19:34:00.010+08:00

Hohohoho today morning went for prayers then met Peiyi and made a trip to IMM! First had lunch since we were extremely hungry. Then went around to walk. Quite unproductive, at least for me. Lol. Just walk walk.

Then went to Popular to get some books. Wah. My bill add up to 70 bucks so we decided to make a card. And since we wanted to use it for our individual bills, we decided to share one card. And creativity ran wild...

We ended up doing what we suggested for fun lah! We shared the cost of making one card and we put the name as Pei-Jana Chuamaha. Super crap. And the funniest part is that the cashier asked for Peiyi's Ezlink and gave us a temp card, with the name Pei-Jana written on it. SHOCKINGLY she didn't find anything wrong. Lol! Anw i saved 7 bucks through the discount from this card. Lol.

I freaking bought alot alot alot of stuff like this:

(Wth, my phone cam suddenly so blur O.O)Paper shopping. Result: set of notebooks. Lol. Running crazy about A'Zone. Anw then we went to J.E pop, got somemore stuff and left home. Yayyyy finally had a day well-spent by gg out rather than rotting at home.

Oooooooooooooh since yesterday till now i'm regretting horribly and terribly about two things already lah. Crap crap crap. I think it's time to get rid of one of them, since i still can do sth >:) I still believe you came online to see whether i was online or not lah. Btr be true. Or else i'll smacking you.

Never set me free (:

2008-05-16T19:50:00.009+08:00

Awwww no idea but i'm superduper happy today! Haha. Got back all the results (after much disappointment from teachers)! Besides that school wasn't so interesting today. Okay wait, it was. -.- Extreme cases of teasing going on lah, too embarrassing -.- Saw you laughing and laughing today. And ignored you two other times when you saw me. Oooh great lol, finally you're making some moves. Okay not you but your friends are making you do sth at least. I love your friends lah wtf -.- Hohohoho but still i love you more ! :D Can't wait till can shake hands with you again LOL

Hoho then i came home and slept till 5pm! Super shiok. Came online and had fun talking to melody. Very long never really talked to her. Lol. Mutated ants. And bloghopping. I'll take a video if i mutate another ant just for you melody (: Now talking to Fangyu. Fucking here and there. That girl is hopeless -.-

This is how we start a conversation:

FANGYU ;D says:
HI FUCKER JANA

FANGYU ;D says:
FUCK YOU

i'm janaaaaaa says:
fuck you! :D

OOOOH my msn's finally getting active with a greater variety of people to talk. Lol.

Hohoho i don't know why but i'm freaking happy. Was friendster profile-hopping and saw manymanymany people who have changed so much! My sheep changed alot too! Hohoho.

Omg FangYu is extremely funny. She wants to slap me for staring at people during exams. And according to her, i'm the greatest fucker in the world who's the viceprincipal of FUJC O.O And she finds people who ace exams sick. And she says gangsters will slap people who are clever for scoring so high. LOL. And she wants me to imagine mediacorp people interviewing her. LOL! I'll be at the background doing your favourite sign :D Oh man it's long since i talked to you FANG!

Okay totally pointless post. No idea what to blog about. No idea why am i so high now either. Lol. Ahhhhhh ahh ahhhhh i suddenly am very contented with life! Hoho. Holidays are coming up. Some serious work has to be done. Lol. I'm not gonna lose out in prelims like how i did in SA1.

Eee my mother is like totally bored and she's ordering me around lah. She just now asked me to switch off the stove. Then i came back to sit down. Then she ask me to switch off the kitchen light. Then i came to sit down again (irritatedly). Then she ask me come and have dinner. Grrr. Then i asked her why is she asking me to do so many things and she said she's bored. Lol waaah i'm being bullied everywhere!

Ahhhhh okay i think it's time i go watch tv. Something interesting is going on. Hoho !

Laugh, Fly, Dream, Cry.

2008-05-15T17:24:00.010+08:00

I was bloghopping and saw many people sobbing over their horribly SA1 results. Well it's true, mine's horrible too, the worst in all my life, but i'm not that sad. Lol. At least i passed those i aimed to fail! YAY! But i seriously deserve this for not studying lah damnit -.-

As you can see, we're currently having results-mania. I won't update my results until i get my report book lol cos all the marks can change DRASTICALLY when CA's added. But so far those subjects i thought i'll fail, i got a good grade so i'm terribly happy. Lol. But those who didn't, don't lose hope! And don't emo (Peiyi). SA1's just a wake up call, all of us can shine during Prelims and the final showdown, OLEVELS. :D Strive on!

Okay now intensive mother tongue revision's gonna start, so i'm taking a break off studies and gonna slack and rest this week which is coming up. But those taking the MT olevel, work hard and get your A1!

[CRAP]
Oooooooooh i'm feeling helpless and hopeless again! Optimism has overpowered me right now and i'm feeling extremely happy about it. Lol. Contented life with almost everything under control right now, but some things or rather one thing doesn't seem so nice right now. It's not bad, but it's all mixed up.

Music may speak a million words at times, but trying to fit them to reality seems hard now. I mean fantasies don't always come true. And those miraculous moments sadly don't last. So i might as well don't wish for them. Though i'm already moving on with reality, when i stop to think, it seems as though everything has just occured too fast. No wonder it's going on exceptionally slow now.

Oooooooooooh man there's nothing to emo about. I think i'm just thinking too much. I seriously need to learn the art of patience and just wait for the perfect time. I think i'll grow a flower in the mean time, around 25 weeks. How about a daisy?
[/CRAP]Though your silence seriously drives me nuts, i dont see any action that you can possibly take too, besides replying. I mean reply also, you can't reply much cos i didnt really say much relevant stuff. Lol. I'm such an idiot. Do so little and expect so much. But the thing is that i'm stuck la. I don't dare do more. But i know you know what i wanna do. If only i got a better source of communication with you, i think things will get much more btr -.- COME ONLINE LAH! Alamak. Seriously need to wait after olevels. Oh man. I'm impatient. O.O. Confusion confusion confusion while there's a straight route of wait for me. Awwwww but all this cute lovey dovey incidents and feelings and SHAKING OF HANDS makes me damn happy. Haha thanks for being in my life!
When nature takes its course and starts to run things bit by bit, we just have to sit back and watch the show. Stepping in is gonna ruin everyth. Riiiiiiiiiigggghhhhhhhhtttt?

NOVEMBER 13TH, WHERE ARE YOU?

KNITTING!

2008-05-12T14:22:00.008+08:00

Hmmmmm after much confusion about trips of going out, today i ended up free so made a trip to Lot 1 with mum. Not so interesting so we ended up in the library and books of knitting caught my attention. Lol. After much inspiration from the books, i decided to pick it up as a hobby! Ahhh finally something relaxing. I'm preparing for my old age. O.O Tomorrow (I hope) i'll go down to get my requisites :D

And zomg there's so many things tht you can make through knitting! Didn't know knitting was so fun. No wonder grandmothers are enjoying their lives lah. I was surfing about knitting and found damn cool stuff. I can set up my own toy shop -.-

O.O

Wahhhhh. Well for more you guys can check out

http://littlecottonrabbits.typepad.co.uk/my_weblog/crafts_knitting/index.html

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Knitting

Though learning how to knit seems extremely sophisticated, the book i borrowed assures that the process is fun and easy. Lol. So let's hope for the best. And i better make sure this hobby of mine lasts, (assured that i get a steady supply of requisites o.o).

Oooooooooooooh can't wait for tmr! Oh wait, thr's oral tomorrow -.-

& RESULTS ARE ON WEDNESDAY. AHHHHHHHH S:

Misery Business

2008-05-11T17:21:00.007+08:00

Awwwwwwwwww man since i reached home on 9th may i'm suffering of extreme boredom lah. Total crap shit nothing to do. Internet is seriously getting boring. And this boredom is making me more and more irritated towards mini minor things. Awman ):

Hmmm. Initially i was very happy over certain things but thinking of them too much has now lead me to misery and confusion. So decided not to think about it anymore (yeah right as though i would abide to that).

But some other things are getting over my head. What the fuck lah it's extremely irritating when someone builds up something that they wanna tell you and just ignores it after that. And cmon i'm not that dumb to believe there's really something. Attention seeker. Somethings never change, so do some people.

Okayokay grudges aside. I also can't do anything to change them. Perhaps talking was a bad idea. Trust me, i won't initiate a conversation again.

Hmm anyways oral's on Tuesday. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Ahhh i lost the pace of my interest to produce a long and nice blog post! Talking to sian people makes me sad and sadly too many people are sian now ): Cmon cmon people turn your sunny-sides up and smile! Though boredom is overpowering all of us s:

When an impatient person receives suspense, the person really dies of curiosity and anxiety i tell you. Lol. It's like you just had a big day of your life and everything suddenly paces down for another 4 days. Long wait lah! Too excited. But i think all this thinking bombards expectations and that is going to yield plenty of disappointments when the event occurs. Gooodness. Can someone tell me a good distraction?

Hmmmm. Dragon Family's outing is coming up. But i can see that the intensity is *poof* gone. Hoho, i don't know what to say. But if all of us are caught up with other things i don't think it's of any point to go out together. Cos we won't really be having fun. I can't force anything out of you guys. Well good luck for results and enjoy your time with others. My only concern is that we're breaking apart.

Ooooooooh Dhurga, take care! Hope your fever subsided.

Damn sian. Wanted to blog out some other things, but now too sian to do so. Well, good luck for results guys.

No Air

2008-05-10T12:51:00.011+08:00

Aw, you just came. Don't fly away so soon. :(

Oooooohhh goodness SA1's over! But i'm not feeling happy or anything, though i desperately wanted my last paper to end while i was stuck in the process of examinations. This happens everytime. While i'm doing my exams, i can't wait for it to end. Once it's over, i don't really care whether it's ended or not. -.- Or perhaps its just that i have nothing much to look forward to. Last year SA1 had 2e1 chalet to look forward to. This year nothing much. Shopping trip? Today i was supposed to go for one with Peiyi & Melody but i woke up damn late so i'm sorry i couldn't join you guys. Zzz. The only thing i can look forward to now is November 12th, last paper of olevels. To mention the truck loads of stress before that. Omg.

Zzz. Today's a very gloomy, sleepy day. The weather's encouraging me to continue stoning or sleeping. Nothing to do. Television no nice shows. No mood to go out. No nice movies, or rather i'm lazy to go to watch them, lol. Zzzzzzzzz. If anyone has any suggestions of an interesting online activity, DO TELL ME.

Ahh, i'm suffering from songs mania right now. Listening to too many. Thinking of too many things. Everything's happening so fast O.O tht i'm scared it'll end the speed it started with. Oh well. I think i better stop thinking of this. This is getting the freaking hell out of me. Everytime i think about this i start panicking too much lol. Damn damn damn scary. Just hoping for the best.

Hmmmm what should i do now...

End? New beginning!

2008-05-09T12:00:00.006+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHH EXAMS (Or rather just the SA1) ARE OVERRRRR!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH TIME TO SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BUT THR'S STILL ORAL NEXT TUESDAY!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BUT NEXT MONDAY IS A HOLIDAY!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BUT BUT BUT SOMETHING SO FUCKING FREAKING DAMN DAMN DAMN HAPPY HAPPENED TODAY!

HO HO HO HO HO !

Lol anw i shant elaborate further on exams. Once i post up my results then it'll speak a million words on how i did my exams. Lol. horrible -.- AHHH DAMN SLEEPY!

Anw anw anw i gonna catch up with my sleep now. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! <3!

Thr was nth i could say.

2008-05-03T14:14:00.007+08:00

Hohohooooooooooo seems like everyone's totally of no mood to study for SA1! Okay not everyone but mostly. I'm one of them =.= Can't wait till it ends. I think take a break and chiong for prelims. Oh gosh my 2008 is gone. GONE.

Okay lets put exams on one corner first. I think this is the time when many of us are gg through unwanted, sad BGR phases of life too. At least all of us are studying tgt. Thank you peiyi for being there constantly for us to update each other on what we're studying =.= And thanks to alex and guang who have been answering all my random qns on bio and chem lately! :D Ooooooh and my dragon family for the support tht we're giving each other! :D And i've been studying with many people lately through phone and sms and it feels great lah. Like got someone to accompany and push you to finish everyth. Yays. Lol.

Oh man i so so so so so miss my dragon family. ):

And to these people, CHEER UPS! Sa1's gonna end soon! And don't be sad cos of BGR/SA1/or any other crap okay! Peiyi, Eugene, Guang, Chrisll, Alex, Sailesh, & Qama. JIA YOU PEOPLEEEEEEEE. Shit i cant wait for 9th may. Lol

Illusion or Dellusion?

2008-04-24T19:46:00.005+08:00

Times have really changed alot. It's really scary to go into a class where everyone's chionging everyday. But some others make my day lah, passing crap notes around and laughing so much until cry for no apparent reason -.- But the stress still goes on, barely 3 days left for SA1 to start. Work hard everyone!

Somethings can never be get better. People who are born to irritate others will continue irritating others. Well, at least i finally realised that age was never determining the maturity level of a person. It's scary to see the truth. Sometimes people think so highly of themself that they tend to criticize people who are so much more better than them, just to convince themself. It's a pity of how lowly others think of them in this whole process. Irony fills the world. (Quote: Peiyi). Oh well, may god bless them -.-

And things which are never meant to come true, never do come true. False hopes lie around but it's our fault that we choose to pick them up eh. We get something new in our life, and we drop everything else just to chase that new desire. At the end of the day, even the new desire moves away. And when we return back, everything you've dropped is gone, just like that. And it's all such a mirage - our dreams, hopes and desires. Hoping every single moment that it'll come true one day, and thinking that every coincidence is a step to success isn't gonna bring that desire to us. Well at least, for me.

Ignore that crap. And i think i should start believing in tamil quotes. They finally make loads of sense to me.

When you chase something, it runs away from you. But when you start to walk away from it, it runs back to you.

I'll wait for it to run back.

Heartpain

2008-04-19T21:11:00.008+08:00

Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooah. It's been an eternity since i blogged -.- Yay i'm finally blogging! Lol.

Okay recent weeks have been very stressful, with much tests and homework. Like yesterday, bombarded with 4 tests.

Monday's my HMT mid year paper 1. Boo. Hope to get a good a1 this time. Wish me luck !

Hais. Times have really changed lah. I miss my Dragon Family like hell hell hell. I still rmb all our times man! Most recent was the Band Serenade! When i spent lots of time with my Dragon Sis! Zahin! Now we're all back tgt as one family, after some conflicts. And i'm having super strong drawback symptoms on tuesdays and fridays. It's like when i look at my watch at 7pm +, i'll be thinking "hey this is the time when we'll be turning gombak mac upside down after CCA" I seriously miss those times. I think gotta call for an immediate Dragon Family meeting after SA1. Let's go out and spend a whole day tgt ! :D Even we spent times when we shared grudges like siaaaaao, we still come back loving and talking to each other after scolding some vulgarities. LOL. When Mr Liu actually talked about vulgarities during the morning assembly, the only faces i looked for were you guys'. ): Ohhhhhhh mannnnnnnnn i want my Dragon Family back! Dhurgaaaaaaa Shermainnnnnn Zahinnnnnnn Faizahhhhhhhh Qamarinaaaaaaaaa ):

Hmmmmmmmmmm. Nowadays in class we've been spending our time helping each other BGRs. Lol. And we've been passing lots and lots of notes to each other =.=

And i've been having many escapades from school and stress as well! Co concert, Tamil Festival, Band Serenade, study groups, outings, (& sleeping for extremely long hours!). Oh man, manymanymany interesting things happened that i can't take my mind off them and conc on studying ! I havent even start revising for exams. Hais S:

I have trillions and trillions of plans for after exams. Seriously can't wait.I can't wait for 9th of may.

Farewell!

2008-04-06T20:14:00.007+08:00

Okay i said i'll talk about POP but i decided not to. I still don't consider myself as a passed out member lah! Can't accept it. Lol. So since i heard there's another proper POP later on in the year (?), i'll talk about it during the later date then. Haha.

But still, i cannot stop thinking about SJAB lah. I think i shall make a dedication to all my dears!
Sec ONES!

Okay you guys are the newbies for Swiss SJAB! I think i got take your squad once or twice before, but never really talked to you people much. But i can really see alot of potential in lots of you and i love the way you people are sooo enthusiastic! I really think Dhurga, Evan, Zahin and Lovynn had moulded you guys into SJAB members in your stay so far. Continue to stay gold okay (:

Sec TWOS!

MY DEAREST DARLINGS! Omg. I was seriously damndamndamn touched by you people. Really am veryvery glad that you guys finally know the reason behind all those punishments we gave huh! Hahaha. Yeap, we do care truck loads. Thats why we spent so much time on you guys! Haha. Thanks for all the letters, screams, shouts, and wishes through blogs. I just now read also damn touched. The assurance that you guys will strive for the better is enough for us okay! (: But must keep to your words! :x Those who are promoted, heartfelt congratulations, but those who are not, don't worry okay! Still got another promotion test. The next time try harder (: Hope you guys like the things we gave (: Lots and lots and lots of love! We love you guys! Must work daaamnnn hard this year okay! STAY GOLD and work well with your new commanders, annie, kerong and edgarton! LOVES!

Sec THREES!

Wooooooo you guys are improving day by day. Have fun taking over ! (: And work hard okay! Both in studies and CCA. Balance both. And co-operate with everyone to strive for the better! All the sec 4s are sure you guys can do a great job this year. (: Any help can approach any one of us and must still call us back for your events okay! Though we're retired, we're still part of Swiss SJAB! I love you guys too! Thanks for all the letters and hugs! DAMN TOUCHED (:

Okay my weekend was spent to go out. Yesterday night went for this tamil festival thing in Catholic JC, then today morning went to prayers and just now went to meet Peiyi to buy bag. Hohohooooooo still havent touch hmwk T.T

The tamil festival thing was damn fun! We met at around 5 and left. The concert had aloooot of interesting things. After the concert we went home. Okay my description here doesnt sound fun but i think those who went know how fun it was lah haha. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh i'll never forget 5th April! :x

Yet. Again. I. Am. Lazy. To. Upload. Pictures. And zomg i'm soooo darn happy. I lovelovelovelove 5th april. Okay. March 12 too! AHHHHHH. First you sattt dammmn near me in the bus. Then throughout the concert i was looking at you. Then i always felt someone staring at me and when i turned to you, YOU WERE LOOKING. AHHHHHHHHHH. Then once you got off at your stop from the 187, i was staring and staring from my seat, seeing whether you'll turn behind AND YOU JUST NICE TURNED BEHIND. YESSSSS :X Oh mannnn i really dead serious fuck shit wish i could read your mind lah! Scully nothing mentioned above was intentional. =.="